as days passes by me, i do feel the different in me... a better me indeed.. but... nobody noes tat watever im doin, there will always be obstacles tat prevents me from doing something! there will alwayz be something tat will make me hurt inside.. watever he is doing now, it reminds me of my past... but nvr mind.. wats in the past is the past... i couldnt stop it from happening... hence, im juz hoping tat he will nvr repeat watever tat i had gone through in the past.... tears was running down my cheeks wen ever i went to MY PRECIOUS THOUGHTS at j.p... tat shop, does leaves me many sweet memories... but yet, hurting... wenever im down n lonely, i will alwayz intend to go to tat shop.. i juz donnoe y... haiz... i juz dont understand myself! i had been having fun in my new relationship wif hym n nothing had hurt me so far but yet, my past is alwayz hunting me...!
to my dear, if it happens tat u read this, im sry if i ever had done any mistakes or intend to change mood in a blink of an eye... even though we had been together for more than 1 mth now, i juz donnoe how n y i couldnt speak to you boud this... i juz nid tym... hope u understand... and i juz nid a favour from u, do tell me wenever i hurt u accidently or purposely so tat i wont repeat it again... which is wat i tried to do these few days by askin the rest to hav an open table talk... i juz don wan any misunderstandin between us... so, juz to make it clear, im juz doing it cause i love u more than words as to compare to the rest of my ex..
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