nightmare....

yesterday was a nightmare to me.. i cried all night thinking of it... now, im totally confused of who am i going to go wit.. wan, khai or faiz?? i bet u people may guess how i feel if u were in my place... y shud this happens wen im in relationship wif someone...? i love wan n on the same time both of them.. they are juz too nice to me... y shud faiz came back to me at this moment of tym?! plz! i don wan my relationship to spoil just because of these... eventhough my relationship n wan is rocky now, can you lyk don add it on.. i m who i am... will nvr break up just lyk dat... told didi bout it but he says many of the bad points about wan n khai... but on the other hand, he did no noe who is faiz..! faiz is a nice person but y shud he juz left me in a glance n went wif another gurl?! i noe its hard for me to face the reality at the point of moment... but if we look at the other side, i am nobody to control hys life... told hym tat i was not at hym last nite but he said tat it willl make hym harder to face me... haiz... people, wat shud i do now....?!