speechless

today morning, i woke up late.. shud met my sys at 9.30 but due to some reason of me sleeping late, i woke up at 10... so was in a rush in the morning and met my sys at 10.30.. the slacked wif her at block 689' senior corner n she had to go off at 11... thought of tagging her along to eunos to meet her frens n make more new frens.. but too bad, had promised eyfa to follow her to clementi for something... so waited for wan till 12+.. n i was alone all along while waited for hym... met hym then went to buy cig at boon lay... i was hurt but yet happy as i could at least see n talk to hym even though we r no longer together... talked while walking n we were talking lyk normal frens.. i was glad enuf tat i was able to hold back my tears wif my smile... im not sure if he notice or not tat i was a little crazy as i was trying my best to hold my tears from bursting in front of hym... glad to hear tat he is going to find job... but isn't it goin to make u tired dear..? haiz... nvm.. im not going to say anitink as i don wanna make an impression to others tat im preventing u from doing this n dat...aft bought the cig, we walk to our separate ways... he went to mit atop n i went to meet eyfa.. met eyfa at her house then went out wif her 1+ to 2... bus-ed to clementi n walked again towards her so called fren's blok.. blablabla... proceed back to jp at 3.30 n text bear.. met bear a pondok lib at 4+ then slacked wif hym all the way till 6.30... went back home for a while n out again at 6.45 to meet them again.. slacked n eyfa had to go off then left me wif bear.. talked bout many things... all about life, relationship n stuff.. did talked seriously yet still joke ard.. both me n bear had the same feeling for the relationship part.. hahas.. jiwer lhar seyh.. haiz... so passed hym one song n let hym hear it... he was lyk.."sial lah... kimek..." almost every words has its own meaning tat has something to do wif us.. hais.. went back home at 8.00 n now, im here blogging n listening to jiwang songs... mama is getting more irritated by this.. haha..! serve u ryte mom! haiz... now, im speechless... just hoping tat he will realise the mistake he is doing now.. n only me wif one of my fren knew the mistake tat he is doing but he didnt realise it... haiz...